Remember the Time

~John Fitzsimmons, English

Write what you know…

~Mark Twain

I don’t always practice what I preach, especially when it comes to the simple, unaffected, and ordinary “journal entry.” Much of my reticence towards the casual journal entry is the public nature of posting our journal writing as blogs more or less “open” to the public. It is hard for me as a teacher of writing to post an entry I know is trivial, mundane, and perhaps of no interest to my readers—but that is precisely what I need to do if I am to model the full spectrum of the writing process. Keeping a journal is more than a search for lofty thoughts amidst the detritus of the day; it is a practice that keeps our wits and writing skills honed for a coming feast by rambling through the meat of the day and drifting and sailing to whatever port is nearest to my pen. Writing is always an odyssey, and so I have to let my mind go and journey (journal) where it will. Good words are built our of ordinary thoughts. At the very least, a journal, filled with the scraps and pieces of our daily lives, will outlive our own lives and serve as both beacon and reminder to future generations. 

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Mangia “man-ja”

~David Duane, Science

Mangia
Eat!
I ain’t hungry.
That’s ok, I’ll make some pasta.
Mangia.
Eat!
Midnight specialties of
Veal Marsala
Pork Modena
Ravioli, tortolini,
Prepared with the finest homemade sauce and meatballs.

Mangia!
The remedy for any ailment,
As prescribed in the
Italian Mother’s Handbook.
A universal cure for heartbreak…
Tensions with siblings…
Tragic sports defeats…
Confusion and stress of daily living…
Simply, whatever is buggin’ ya.

Mangia.
Ah, feel better.

Mangia,
No, not a conspiracy to fatten’ you up.
It’s meaning is more delic’(ious) than mere food or culinary delights.

Mangia…
Snugly tucked sheets.
Shuttles to music lessons or sports practice.
Premium seating to witness your performances, games, and ceremonies.
A well timed hug supplementing words of wisdom.
Just the right amount of mayo on a tuna sandwich.
Taking care of all possible details so your charmed life has no worries.
 
Mangia is simple and pure.
“I love you”.
Leiomeiosarcoma
It rolls of the tongue like some exotic dish
Served up in posh trendy eateries.
A euphemism.
The same way an ugly toothy, foreheaded fish is transformed into Chilean Sea Bass,
Or how cow nuts become Rocky Mountain Oysters.
Cookin’ something unappetizing into something palatable.

Leiomeiosarcoma
Not a dish to be consumed, but a thing that consumes
First the womb, then the lungs, finally the liver.
A passionless scientific description teases and blunts the gut wrenching emotions.
A high grade sarcoma of the soft tissue.
Metastisis of the lungs via the bloodstream.
Highly resistant to chemotherapy protocols.
7 out of one million women afflicted.
Low 5 year survivorship.
That most matter-of-fact description does not mask the cruelty and unfairness.
Incurable terminal cancer.

So ma,
It’s my turn 
To shuttle you…
To doctor appointments,
All important golf rounds,
Painting lessons,
Walks along the beach,
Play with your beautiful grandchildren.

Hey ma,
Now it’s my turn.
I’ll whip up the Midnight buffet of
Veal Marsala,
Pork Modena,
Ravioli or tortolini.
A piping hot pot of any pasta.
How about some lobstah’?

Hey ma,
Mangia!

 

 

 

 

 

Swimming in the Happy Isles

~David Duane, Science

I.
I have landed,
A bit unfurled,
Ready,
To change the world.
Idealism, emotions,
Dynamic eyes with dilated hole
Fuel the adventure,
And nourish the soul.

Gonna dive right in,
And swim some strokes.
Ah… ooooh… ouch… uhf
Skinned knees & elbows.
Not deep enough.

II.
The wait, the watch, the wonder
The sights and sounds and smells.
Everything new, bizarre things dwells
At every moment and every day
Making a good story,
Someday.

Rhythms of time,
Ignored by clocks.
Dining on
Coconuts,
And fish heads that stare back.
Riding in
Dug out canoes,
And on top of trucks.
Chloroquine dreams,
While sleeping with anopheles,
And passing regular dumps,
Down at the toilet beach.
Walkabout,
With blistered feet.
Tok tok long Pijin? 1
My skills are feeble.

Throw out that rice…
That damn weeble!

Time to swim,
But still too shallow.
Can’t dive yet so I wade.
Feet, sore and callowed.

III.
Custom is strong,
Custom is different,
And elusive.
The universal response –
Eyebrows raised.
He’s holding my hand.
What’s it all mean?
Confusion and awkward.
Fighting boredom,
As the adventure ebbs,
While routine conquers.

Laundry by hand…
Harvest veggies and fruit…
Slaughter chickens and pigs…
Read and write by kerosene…
Daily monsoons and stifling heat.
Weary, of bush knife carrying relatives.
Wantoked2 by locals,
Or is it a shakedown?
Betelnut? – yuck, too bitter.

Weebles on the rice?
Just pick ‘em,
Then flick ‘em.

The distant shore fades below the horizon,
The ocean laps my ankles still,
Wading when I want to swim,
Oi mae3, gotta wait until…

IV.
But the sands are shifting,
There’s something moving,
Around and around and around,
In an endless spiral through a linear world,
Where anal minds explode,
Unless angles curve and edges round,
And where you are,
Matters more,
Than where you’ll go.

Embracing…
Rhythms of time, ignored by clocks,
While sitting by, the market docks.
Pijin Storying,
And grooving…
And strumming
And singing…
And hanging
Around like
Masta Liu Nomoa4.
Encountering devols…
And evading curses…
Doing the creep thing,
Til’ cousins invade our discretions.

Betelnut? – not bad,
With bro’s of lime and leaf,
It spins the head,
Turns teeth the color of beef.

Weebles still, devour rice,
But why bother remove the weebles now?
Protein, for a sufficient world.

Ah… finally,
Taking the plunge,
With confidence and fate,
To swim, in deep water now,
A transformation late.

Now so Solomon-ized
A wantok to the end,
The wait, the watch, the wonder
They pay that dividend.
I owe, and am owed
Kastom that taught,
As a Malaita-man is made
Cause’ even a fish
Out of Water,
Can learn to swim and wade.

Crayons

~Peter Bradley, Math

I wanted a box of 64 crayons, one of every hue
I got a box of 8, now what to do

Blue – the sky on a warm spring day, or the color of the ocean at the beach

Black – the color of sadness, or the sky on a moonless night

Brown – chocolate chip cookies, or the mud that I was just playing in

Green – the color of money, or the envy I feel when I see my friends box of 64 crayons

Orange – a fresh piece of fruit, or OJ in the morning

Purple – a grape, or my favorite jelly bean

Red – the color of blood, or a fast car

Yellow – the sun, or a bunch of bananas

I wanted a box of 64 crayons, one of every hue
I got a box of 8, this will do